It’s Okay to Share
By Mike Pozzi
I’m in a crowded room, yet I feel so alone,
I’m Feeling real sad , like a dog without a bone.
Does anyone care, or am I really all alone!
I think maybe they do, but then, maybe they don’t,
I’ll never know if I don’t talk, and I know I won’t!
I keep to myself, with a smile on my face,
But on the inside, I ‘m running a different race.
For that smile you see, it is not real,
You just can’t imagine how I really feel.
Sometimes I feel that I’m worthless to the core,
I feel I’m not good enough, and that I feel for sure!
I try to think otherwise and prove myself wrong,
But all I keep hearing is that never ending song.
I close my eyes and try to sleep,
No sleep for me, I’m counting the black sheep!
My mind races out of control,
As if falling through a giant black hole.
If only I could snap out of it like I’m told,
What they don’t understand is, my depression has a strong hold!
We need to learn it’s okay to Share,
Surely, someone out there really does care!
Hello I say.......is someone there?
I just feel the urge to walk!
Mike it's good and keep sharing. Surely you know I am always there, but that just isn't enough. Just as that wasn't enough for Chris. That's why I am glad I found this church I go to. God is always there, but will not search for you, but waits for you to find him. Jesus died for our sins so that we could life. I have three years in this church. It is not until now after three years and sticking with reading the "Bible" daily, plus devotional do I even sort of understand this.
ReplyDeleteWe didn't really grow up learning this stuff. Maybe you older guys did, but I didn't go to church until I was eleven and that was only a few times. The answers are not the church, the temple is your body and nobody can walk your walk, only you.
Think back when you were reading Emmett Fox. You lead me to him, and I often tell Jess about him, and how you turned me on to him. Keep sharing, don't let depression ruin your life. You are such a good person, and have been a great brother. When I was a teenager you gave me a Valentine card on your birthday with ten dimes in it. It was only a few years ago I spent the dimes and discarded the card.
You effect everybody you come into contact with, and it makes a ripple effect and that person touches another person and so on. Look up Bob Hanus the crosswalker. We all have a purpose in life, and you have touched so many people with your kindness, the good food you make, and the love that is in your heart. You might not always feel it, but I know it is there, and it is one of your gifts and you must keep sharing! Love you!